Truly Alone

~ Lyrics ~

Where did I go wrong?

Tell me when to hold on

Tell me you’ll be strong

When I’m gone

Tell me where I messed up

Tell me when I got stuck

Tell me why there’s no love

Till I’m done

Sick of sitting on my phone

In a house that’s not a home

I am truly all alone

Lonely, you don’t wanna hold me 

You don’t wanna know me no one ever chose me 

I don’t wanna be the only homie who’s lonely 

Fact is they quit but I’m still going 

I’m trying to be tough can’t tough it out

It’s a lot of weight but I lost count

I’ll fight for air till I start to drown

Why won’t someone pull me out?

I’m running from the past too fast can’t pass it

Not enough love and too much damage 

Too many brothers lay to rest in caskets 

Try to best, but I can’t mask it 

That’s my secret ima keep it 

Lose my soul or lose the demons 

He’s the only one who kept me company when I was sinking 

I don’t wanna be a burden but it’s burning 

It hurts when echoes echo out I’m worthless 

Don’t be alarmed to just know it’s urgent 

I might die but I’m not certain 

No one to turn to even if I learned to 

I could never really trust people they’re hurtful 

I could never put my faith in a blind fold

I don’t think I’ll get to die old 

Where did I go wrong?

Tell me when to hold on

Tell me you’ll be strong

When I’m gone

Tell me where I messed up

Tell me when I got stuck

Tell me why there’s no love

Till I’m done

Sick of sitting on my phone

In a house that’s not a home

I am truly all alone

Somebody hold me can’t be the only 

One who’s lonely they don’t know me

head is empty heart is empty 

bed is empty do you regret me

Do you hate me? I hate me too 

So in a sense I’m just like you 

Oh it feels so nice to be like someone else, it's beautiful!

That’s all I ever wanted all I ever needed 

I ain’t got it I’m defeated 

Incompleted, act conceded 

Just so you can’t see I’m bleeding 

I don’t wanna waste your time 

And I don’t wanna see you cry 

And I think it’s easier to lie

Then to admit I want to die 

But I try, don’t know why 

Ain’t no reason ain’t no rhyme 

Ain’t much hoping hiding inside 

Is giving up really a crime? 

‘Cause I don’t wanna be here let me be clear 

Nothing but fear in the rear view mirror 

I’m not in control but yet I steer

Everything I love just disappears 

Where did I go wrong?

Tell me when to hold on

Tell me you’ll be strong

When I’m gone

Tell me where I messed up

Tell me when I got stuck

Tell me why there’s no love

Till I’m done

Sick of sitting on my phone

In a house that’s not a home

I am truly all alone