I Don’t Pray, I Scream

~ Lyrics ~

I don’t pray, I scream 

I don’t sleep, I dream 

I don’t live, I bleed

I’m just tryna breathe let me be me 

I feel dead 

More than my words said even if they weren’t said this is the worst yet 

Even worse in my head, feel I oughta repent 

If you’re praying on my downfall then worship 

But hey, I don’t believe we’ve met 

My name’s Screw Up, I’m just doin’ the best that I can 

I just wanted to say sorry for the way that I am

It really bugs me too ‘cause I don’t really understand 

I just wanna know

Should I stay or should I go? 

Am I lost or just slow?

Baby I don’t know anymore

I just wanna know

Should I stay or should I go? 

Am I lost or just slow?

Baby I don’t know anymore

I don’t seek, I hide 

I’m still too tired to pretend that I’m fine 

Said I’m great, I lied

I don’t wanna be alone but I don’t wanna socialize 

It sounds silly doesn’t it? ‘Cause it wasn’t what we thought it is 

Even if we tried to fit, could never be apart of it 

We’ll always just be counterfeit you can count on it 

You can always count on everything I never did

I feel tired till I hit my bed and then I’m wired 

But keep on going keep on running keep on climbing higher 

Like it’ll fix it, make it better, or then fill desire

But I know that I will never put out the fire 

I just wanna know

Should I stay or should I go? 

Am I lost or just slow?

Baby I don’t know anymore

I just wanna know

Should I stay or should I go? 

Am I lost or just slow?

Baby I don’t know anymore